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i just want to be pretty

im so scared of everything.. i don’t know if i’m just tired of everything or i’m really scared. i’m trying to be better, to have more fun, to not give a fuck i started smoking and that’ve helped me, but i really don’t know what else i can do, i’m just stucked here, and i’m stressed all the time, i feel alone, even there’s a lot of people around me, but i have to stay strong for my  friends who have it a lot of worse. ugh